In a deeply intimate account of reflecting on the defiances that come with falling ill, artist and radio host Nikolas Brummer discusses fatigue both as a cultural phenomenon and as claimed remedy. It is part of the series "With my Mind I can See: Writing through Ill Feelings" that gathers writing on and with ill feelings, sick life and a body that follows its own rhythm. In their poetic, fragmentary, essayistic and auto-theoretical contributions, the authors deal with social misconceptions of illness, relations between pain and language, healing and resistance, and consider their entanglement with work and (art) production.