I cannot speak for all Admins, but I assure you that I want to see AWESOME long reads and novel perspectives I would otherwise have never known about. I am not jealous of users getting big rewards. I hope that happens, PROVIDED that what they posted is genuinely relevant. Prior to rate limiting, I was down voting maybe 50 to 1,000 posts or comments per day. This was not because I was worried these accounts would do well, but because they posted spammy and irrelevant stuff (literally just random characters at times). Lots of down votes and a few up votes. I look forward to things being the other way around due to excellent content.
As for you in particular, I do not recall seeing much from you outside of here in Support. In which other communities are you usually active?