"Desire is a strange thing. How do you track it? How do you know it to be true? What is my own desire? Not something fabricated to meet another’s expectation or something I was taught to simulate in order to feel worthy but what is mine, purely my own, rooted in (and from within) my own body, what feels good for me? The more I consider these questions, the more my body has shown me it wants to be celibate."