"These moments are always weird and contradictory. The government’s approval ratings remain higher than they’ve been in years, even as national rage grows, in this moment of uncanny suspension, of watching, like specimens in formalin, staring out in the long light at unspeakably beautiful planeless skies, breathing cleaner air and hearing giddily bickering animals, and your held breath feels as if it might emerge as a shout. You laugh too long and hard, your temper’s short, your tongue feels thick in your mouth."